Why do I feel like I wanna be left all alone by myself
Look into my mind I find in the rez there ain’t no way to fucking heal
Thinking about it battling patterns guiding the violence
Digging up all the past and that is why I rather be all by my lonesome
Wholesome, negative folks I lost em all
I don't wanna be another reason why my parents
Always telling me I should've done better, the weather's cold
Living in a village where everybody got the liquor
Fully tempted but I’m feeling old
I don't wanna do this anymore
Don't wanna feel like I’m shit
Yeah I don’t wanna drink anymore
Might as well just call it quits

Looking back on these days
Finding where I belong
Changing my ways
Hated what I've become
Trying to see friends but all is see are the wrong things
Honestly, I'd rather drink alone
Looking back on theses days
Finding where I belong
Dead if don't start
Changing my ways
Hated what I've become
Damned if I'm there not
Trying to see friends but all is see are the wrong things
Honestly, I'd rather drink alone

It's about that time
Get some alcohol ‘n it's all mine
Gonna kick it and I'mma just unwind
Here I go again, all up in my mind
Shit, what happened to me?
I turned into an introvert
Worked on vocabulary, maybe I know how i'll be
Prolly not depends on what I drink
Cuz normally I'd wanna party with people
But being alone is not something I'm into and damn
Things change when your mental is kinda fucked up for grown man
I’d rather sit on by lonesome
And think of where It all went bullshit
It's hopeless, the bottle’s the culprit
I know it, how did I lose focus

Looking back on theses days
Finding where I belong
Changing my ways
Hated what I've become
Trying to see friends but all is see are the wrong things
Honestly, I'd rather drink alone
Looking back on theses days
Finding where I belong
Dead if don't start
Changing my ways
Hated what I've become
Damned if I'm there not
Trying to see friends but all is see are the wrong things
Honestly, I'd rather drink alone

Aye, I'm not the same person I was back then
But if I'm sipping
Just know I'd rather drink alone, man
That way I won’t fuck anyone's life but mine
I hope you understand